About me..........^^

First of all, im a boy...an ordinary boy with a simple life in a developing town.... Sometimes, i feel so tiny in basketball court and the great feeling of inferiority in me boost out from my heart that makes me so sad and envy others' body size....sometimes,i'm a freak person as my attitude changes randomly and sometimes i dont communicate with my friends correctly instead just make something worser. I'm really scare to make mistakes in every aspect and mostly in my friendship....duno y...