My Birthday is near.. the coming 22th of October..

Hmmm...nothing to expect for...except for the birthday wishes from her.. Really hope she knows when is my birthday...

OK...i bet 50% of my hope she will wish me...and vice versa for the another 50%...

err....wait for that day to come, eagerly...and i wish all the best for myself!!! good luck Jerry !!!!

16-10-2008 i exchanged my graduation pic with her...

well, it is Thursday.. really nervous and my heart beat tempo was a bit like the disco song.. I cut my hair before that day and prepared myself as well as i can to go and meet her...a bit steam.. I felt excited and builded castles on the air the whole day before and after the pic was exchanged.. At the moment we were taking the pic..i can felt that, both of us were nervous...haha...her pic just look so charming and cute all the time though she said her pic is so ugly... no matter how ugly you are..it also won't distort my feelings upon you.. I kept her pic in my photo album instantly after i reached home. Don't know how she comments about my pic, though.. hope she'll keep my pic nicely.. hope she'll never forget me..Really want to know what is her feelings upon me..Does she have feel on me? or just nothing? hope i am not a botherer in her life...

does she understand me? ...doubtful..

A week a ago, she sent me a astonishing message. The message had brought me into the ecstasy . It was ultimately blew my heart out. Totally lost my mind,though. I remember that day,when my band's dudes and i were practicing our songs...when the message came, i have brought everyone high ... I can't slept on that night as i was thinking about her and the future and everything pertinent to her. Every woes and grief had turned into solace after i have read the touching message which delivered to me.. I think i ought to talk with her courageously before the graduation. Hope she'll accept me one day...The affection to her will not easily ends...Ti Amo...

why?

Why don't nuffnang show me the advertisement?

Halo..................

Our Band's Performance at Sunway Carnival..

FIRST SONG - Wake Me Up When September Ends

SECOND SONG - Holiday

LAST SONG - Smoke On The Water


I had done my best !!! So did my band dudes !!!! Vacation Inn is the best !!!!


VACATION INN'S MEMBERS
Jerry(me) the Vocal
Welson the Drummer
Ron the Guitarist
Zhi Hong the Guitarist
Leon the Keyboarder

We are the best !!!!! but ...still growing up.....

MERDEKA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA
Hope you will grow better no matter in what sectors..
Pessimistic point of view or think should be revoluted...

Nothing special in this special day....bored & lamed..

Sigh~

Sigh~

Anwar won the election !!!!

080808.....the most awaiting day for the human all over the world. Olympic in Beijing, 2008.
I feel proud for China through this well, perfect preparation and performance that needs without a crack. We can find neither a hiatus nor a interstice, though. The buildings are awesome , technology is high-ranked , the great patriotic and work hardly together as one of the Chinese is admirable in China.In my sight compare to the passed Olympic , i think this time in China is the most memorial moment in the history as obviously we can see that everything used , the whole opening ceremony delivery and the expression was extremely excellent and first-class. The stadiums are gorgeous and beautiful such as the National Stadium, so-called 'Bird's Nest' is the greatest ever stadium that i've even seen before. But not only The Bird's Nest wins my sight , there are many more !!!!!

SORT LIKE................ Bird's Nest

Located at the Olympic Green, and with a land surface of 258,000 square meters and a seating capacity of 91,000, the stadium will be used for football and athletics competitions, as well the opening and closing ceremonies during the Beijing Olympic Games starting on August 8, 2008.After the Games, it will be used for sports events at national and international levels, as well as cultural and entertainment activities.

Look at them.....they are splendid and elegant !!!! I am really feel proud for our chinese race.

Furthermore, every athletes is good and strong . They fight aggressively on the sports ground and wins glory and fame for their country , improve the prestige of their land as well. Our hero.....Lee Chong Wei.... He won the first silver medal for Malaysia !!!!!! He had a superb performance in the semifinal , but ended up with a bad loose result. But though like this, he is still a big Hero for our country. I will support him forever because we know that , he is our pride !!! Chong Wei, you're the best !!!!! Gambateh !!!! Our Hero's Silver Medal
He is unstoppable !!!
....
Failure is the mother of success


Moreover, foreign countries athletes are extraordinary.
Asafa Powell, the new world records breaker in 100m , he is damn fast!!!!! Good !!!! Wins with a big separation of distance....what a dash...superb performance 9.77s , thats a new world record !!! Impressive and admirable !!!!


Another guy who made the first history of winning eight gold medals individually in Olympic, he don't swim five times in a year means that he swims everyday......

WHAO!!!!


Michael Phelps
so-called 'sea monster'
He deserves it !!!!
He is hardworking and has a strong willpower, no doubt for his name to be stated in the history!!!! Practise makes perfect !!!!!!!!!!!

Just as pretty as SHE is... ofcuz SHE is prettier lah...

confused? which wan is SHE ?
haha.....lame holiday.....

What Is Life ?

Weeks ago,i have read a illuminating poem, it ''awaken'' me and cheer on me in my life now.... This poem really is a remarkable article to me... It does... Impartment of signalled encouragement, knowledge, mentally guided for our life as well as take every challenge in our life no matter how aggressive it encounters us ruthlessly...The peom is as below..by Mother Terassa..............

Life is an opportunity, benifit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste.
Life is a dream, realise it.
Life is a challenge, meet.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fullfill it.
Life is a sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy,confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is a luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is like fight for it.

-Mother Teresa-
Catholic Nun, missionary
Noble Peace Prize Recipient.

Really Love This Song!!!!! By Jason Mraz (I'M YOURS)

I don't want to talk much....U just watch and listen .....The most importantly, u ENJOY it......
I bet, 100% you'll love it..........^^

DOOMSDAY 2012.......I STILL WANNA LIVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Months ago...i had watched the video from youtube=...After i watched this movie clip, it really confused me and terrified me totally... All the scientist and the oracles from Mid-East country such as Rome,Greek,etc as well as from China's I-Ching had stated that something horrible,tragic disasters would happen on the Earth of us...The great anxiety and the illusory fear of mine burst out from my core!!! Will these prophecies came true ?Is it possible? Were they right ? They stated December 21 2012 as the end of our day, end of the world indeed...why all these prophecies have a certain time and date on it?Why must this date stated?.......Doubtful..... Imagine that, what is your feeling, emotion and action should you do before the end of the world.. What fulfillment you wanna make? Your dreams ? Your aspiration? Your desire ? Your career ? Your goals? I don't know...maybe all of it? i bet more than that.....sigh~~ Please don't feel that it is the arrangement of God , because you know what, the approaching of the devastating Doomsday can be consider as' The Art of Human' which means that all these consequences are affected by us - human race, us...We are destroying the nature, killing animals,cutting down trees,throwing rubbish into the water,burning rubbish openly,polluting the nature wherever we are all the time. No doubt that our Earth's life-span is getting shorter and shorter.On the other words,human race no longer exist....NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! Examples like many kind of pollutions, wars, global warming and etc...are the art of human race, which menace ourself,though.............................speechless.....




Congrats ...human...we are goin to face to punishment of the God !!!! let the nature punish us!!!!!!

"A FACE WE LOVE IS MISSING, A VISION WE LOVE REMAINS. IT'S FOR US TO TREASURE FOREVER. FOR SOMEONE VERY DEAR THAT WE'VE LOST"

Let The Clip Talks

Sex Education !!!

We(conservative Asians) , can hardly told our off-springs about this 'sensitive' chapter-----'Where or how do babies come from?' issue which had confused us right before we entering secondary school. Moreover, not only parents, but some of the teachers ignore the page on human reproduction too in Science subject. They might be rather say"You know much more than me!,right?",then that teacher turns to the next page... Very obviously, sex education in our school nowadays is sorely lacking. Sad to hear that....sigh~....haha... It is true ! Even though, many young children have thought that they are dropped by a stork on the outside of the doorstep from the baby-making factory. Furthermore, they also have the assumption that a simple touch on their body or sleep with a boy on the same bed as well as kissed a boy could result them in pregnancy.. I bet every one of us had this kinda wrong assumption before... In addition, the lacking of sex education would result in bad consequences as well.

Something like this.............
Teen Pregnancy

On the other hand, the scarcity of communicating each other between parents and their children was the main course of letting their children have a baby during their teenage life.Many oopsie babies were born .The future and the pride of their own will be tarnished as bad as possible...No doubt that the suicide number of teen on the world increases rapidly....

A poor HIV infected infant

Mohan, suffering HIV

HIV which stands for 'HUMAN IMMUNODEFICIENCY VIRUS' had killed almost billions of lives on the world. The infection spread the viruses through out our blood and sperm..Some sort like this..= Unprotected sexual intercourse with an infected partner, vertical transmission(from mother to child) and injection drug use,etc. Till today, no cure is discovered yet to heal this infection...Too bad......
To prevent these problems from your children....so why not be open-minded and tells them the fact of SEX!!! But please make sure you don't make your children to be open-minded on sex affair....

IF NOT

OR

On that time, please dont blame heaven and hell....muhahahahahaha!!!!

I'm back!!!

^^Yeah!!! im back from the holy busy exam day.. so, u know......I'M BACK TO POST SOMTHING HERE AGAIN, in the short word-Blogging ....muhaha!!! u know what..it's fun to blog-ing.. we can improve, we can search, we can laugh when we see some steam photos as well as videos ,some sort like this...


GUESS WHAT?????????????



fly like a chick?

come fly with me...with a fascinating pyjamas


OR>>>>>?

privacy pilferer

hey,anyway,i also want to use this opportunity to apolozise to them- Uncle white shirt and uncle blue shirt for pilfering your privacy. Sorry uncle, but two of you can do nothing...haha!!! You Know what.............IT IS FUN!!!! WHOOOOOOooooooo.....

I'll keep the advice break that spell !!!

As a perspective from my aunt and my cousin-Wilson ,i knew that now is the best time for me to take off the oldie hiding love upon her and feed my appetite in a new condition as well. I knew it is indeed such a brilliant choice to be for me to make. Last time, i posted"Take about love",i posted that article not to boast my long time affection upon her but vice versa is to write down all my feelings so far for these few years. Sounds crazy right,huh? But i really meant it and it is purely genuine my feelings. Now, i've decided to take it off. No doubt for me to remain myself as a bachelor as i knew that u'll be very happy to see me make this decision which mean i will cease all my feelings upon you, doubtless to decide this. It is like casting a stone into water,though.Sorry,I will no longer be your admirer.No longer bothering you everytime. So,bye bye! I know we are still a friend,right? Yeh yeh, still a friend... ^^

Talk about love~

Talk about love....I am so eager to have it...but i dont have chance or i shall say i dun make a opportunity for myelf...Love is a deep word,but mostly,it is sweet and memorable too.... Im loyal to treat my love,but now i still a single..... Everyone may hv been regreted ,felt depressed before,made a wrong decision and all that.... Actually, im gutless to converse with HER~u know la.... u know why? because every time i greet her,she gives me a weird responses. Not just that, i found myself acting unnaturally,become a quiet person ,the rate of my heart beat increases and arhh.... that kinda feeling is really strong to me,whenever i see her, look into her eyes ...... i really desire to understand her ,pamper her like a baby,concern about her and be there whenever she needs me.... i wanted to burst out from this miracle and make it appear to be true....really.. i must do this before im too little too late.. Hey,do u ever think that after we graduate,we may lost contact with our best friends as they will pursue on their own dream,maybe all of us will change mentally or in themself---personality according to the flow of time and revolution... Lately,my mum contributed some good advices that changed my way of thinking completely...We must be cherish for now for our friendship,we must forget all the enmity in your heart and be open-minded.. Thus, happy always and feel contented always...Then,my soul started to make me think that 'it wont work if u juz keep do nothing'... So, in spite of making myself happier,i also wanted to make her feels the same as i feel...
I really hv the feeling of affection upon her since the rumour hv spread out and it happened in the middle-year of 2005..And for this, i dont really expect my feeling to her will gain stronger and strong through year by year,month by month and day by day.... i know,i dun talk with her face to face much... but every time i hope her will happy and enjoy her life.. i wish and pray for her everyday..hope the best for her.. i love her...
Last year,after i heard some words that really hurted me so deep from her,i had a fever then i went home from school... i vomited,i dropped my tears,suffer from head and tummy-ache . Gosh!!! i hv a fever just because of the words that came out from her,a high fever indeed. I really felt so bad on tat day after i heard the words...I changed my status from active to sick... i really like her so much...Hope she'll feel it..

Sometimes, they are silly to make that decision... They think about the wrong way ang they have a wrong preassumption indeed... They possessed a big size body n height which i never have...What can i do?Maybe just wish them because its their gift from 'The Creator'.It is their loss to make wrong decision and i wont blame others, i know this is just all i have..and i have a strong spirit which tells me to perform better, be tougher,harder instead of harsh.....Every time,i do my best... Maybe my height is the main barrier to obstruct me to be in the list of my 'head'......I wont blame him, i know he always make the right decision ,but just sometimes....not this time...he'll regret for this... And recently,i dont feel right for everything, something......just not right to me.....just kinda feeling to me, Sad?Happy?Shock?Freaky?Dejected? i duno what actually hv happened to me....I demanded myself to treat all this weird feelings possitively...Im a weird person right? Till now,messages that i have posted is all sad things of me...and i expressed it with real feelings through out my heart...I really hope everything will be in a revolution soon......Dont worry...be happy.... hope everyone happy always... give some comment bout what i've written here...thanks...

What does friendship mean to you?

To me seriously, friendship is really important . A good friend is a person you know well and regard with affection and trust.What is friendship to you? What are your standards and requirements, and what is your value system for friendship? What do you feel you owe a friend, and what do you feel a friend owes you? A true friend is someone who loves and supports you, who tells you the truth and is also willing to listen to the truth.Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping issues, such as exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. Sometimes, friends will use u and try to use and try to take benifits from u... Think of ur friends....how they look like ?......u'll know eventually....

About me..........^^

First of all, im a boy...an ordinary boy with a simple life in a developing town.... Sometimes, i feel so tiny in basketball court and the great feeling of inferiority in me boost out from my heart that makes me so sad and envy others' body size....sometimes,i'm a freak person as my attitude changes randomly and sometimes i dont communicate with my friends correctly instead just make something worser. I'm really scare to make mistakes in every aspect and mostly in my friendship....duno y...