To the Brightness.......

love ?... is there any courses ? is there any foundation ? to take ?... if got ...i sure go for it.....zero skills and noob ..... how to improve ? is there a solution called as 'time' ? is there a proper way ...as well as technique ?...till now i dont know....

what i know now is........improving myself start from now.....
many things i have to change.....almost all.....everything currently i have now....which is a big mistakes which i thought it's right and suitable....
hmmh...too silly jerry......it's just a mistakes lo...annoying and not heart stealing.....

i know ...there's one type of love.. not having = u already have.....this kinda positive type.....it's just not what i wanted all the time....

''if u want it ..go and get it !!! '' this quote...i believe everyone heard it before...
my personality....= always say nia..but do anything.....i hate it now....
u want a flower ?...y dont u go and get it....plug it...and show it ?
show it and prove it...with true heart....''xin shi''.....be more independent ...

things i should improve now...really a lot....
chasing my achievement....is still a long way to go......
what i scared and fear and need..is time.....
i scared time wont wait me ba.....
fear of time will never always keep waiting me....time wont give a chance to improve...
but i need...time....
eager to change myself to a better person start from now....time that matters.....it might take years...take months....but not days.....

mindset should be changed....matured...and sensitive.....
a little but of achievement...dont show it ....got heart ok d....
maturity is what i need now.....siao kia....is time to get rid of it....but not whole set lah ofcourse....just like she said ??? maturity thinking plus siao kia ??? i need time honestly....
i know im slow......but...i wont stop....

currently....the whole atmosphere is bad for now, no experience, no standard skills....but im so eager to change myself !!! time time time again..i cant tell.....when i can success ....or maybe when i success ...that time...where are you ?
still there ?

it's up to me now....up to yourself jerry......

dont too over...backfired later.......get the hell out of here and do what is right Jerry.....u can d.....


TIME....wait for me !!!!!!